Piše: Aleksandra, 28 Apr 2005
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“ And I saw her as a sad thirtieth child of Valentine that fell, not as Lucifer rebelling against God, but because she too passionately wanted to be united with him! All things in excess become sin.”
Lawrence Durrell, “The Alexandria Quartet”
Lilith in Pisces represents the dreams, fantasies, uthopia, focused on some endless horizons and the infinity of everything, which is why she sometimes feels driven out of her far house to Earth and among people that mainly do not understand her. Because of the need not to experience the end, because of the fear of losing or crumbling of ideals, these people can for years endure a strange state of life that is not of the heaven of from the Earth, believing in something that is long gone since. It is very difficult for everyone that has LI in Pisces to accept a difficult situation as it is without experiencing in the process a large psychological shock after which they usually require a long time to come back to normal and even that under the condition that a person is strong enough to conquer their own weaknesses. Otherwise nervous and psychological conditions are frequent, halucinations, drugs and opiates, medicine, anything that will pacify the true pain of the soul that life brought.
She is a good friend (although she will sometimes exhibit false compassion and interest in other people’s problems) but when it concerns them – there the blockade happens, losing the grip. This is where great self deceptions come from and every attempt of the environment to pull this person “into rationality” results in her even greater isolation. Sensitivity is dangerous here since it can at a certain moment turn into a pshychological reaction, so ofthen these people have the need to ask for the help of a psychologist after greater emotional breakdowns.
On the other hand, this is an excellent position for mediums, public work, masses, in all that is global and especially in jobs that are done according to feeling, so we find many of them among artists and musicians in general. They will regularly get calls from a person they were just thinking about, or they will dream a dream that will materialize in detail exactly how they dreamt it, since they are extraordinary channels for transmitting information, they easily recept telepathic messages, as well as bad vibrations from the environment and their senses are hypersensitive. However, since they are very receptive of other people’s negative energies, they should learn to say “no” in life or to protect themselves from exhaustion in some other way. Especially if they work in hospitals and similar places that are by definition filled with negative energy.
They are intuitive and they easily comprehend another person but only if the life of that person does not pertain to them, because then they become extremely subjective and incapable of passing realistic judgement. That is why it is necessary to consult with others regarding themselves. Since they are constantly in their parallel universe, these individuals have a talent to express their ability in psychiatry, healing of nervous ailments, drug addicts, while they should stay away from hypnosis, regression, taking medication on their own and other situations that may lead to comatose states.
In the spiritual sense they have an emphasized fear of going to the other side, the unknown, mystic or they show an extraordinary passion toward it, especially to magical rites, are interested in kabala, shamans etc (Allistair Crowley).
These people often seem happy and content to others, as if they don’t have a care in the world, since they are themselves afraid to delve deeper into themselves and face a pile of fears and disappointments they have deeply suppressed usually under some new illusions.
Indeciveness and hesitation are present here as a problem that is possible to solve only through rejection of fantasies, unreal ambitions and the fear of dominance of others over them, which happens in their life only too frequently.
Lilith here creates an almost astounding naivety in love which is why their love life is often chaotic, so they never manage to see in time where their love life is headed. When they realize – it is usually too late, since disappointment is inevitable. It is as if this person must always be the victim of a love relationship.
Various stimuluses, candles, a special “ritual” atmosphere are necessary to wake from a deep sleep the erotic and slow sensuality that needs foreplay, foreplay, foreplay…constantly delaying the moment of action! Sex usually happens in some strange – semi-conscious state, at night, in the water, in hospitals, closed institutions, hotels, at work. These are definitely very imaginative lovers that, because of their great shyness, do not succede in sharing their erotic fatasies with anyone, especially their proneness to S-M relationships, because they enjoy when the partner exhibits power over them and pain here represents a kind of pleasure. That is why they will at least once enter into a relationship with an agressive man that will try to physically molest them (Tina Turner, or Mike Tyson, who is himself like that).
If fully activated, Lilith in Pisces will produce, but more in men than in women, many perversities. There is a strong pathological need to belong to someone, to love someone fatally, as a deity. That is why we see idolatry here, fetishes. Much gossiping and slandering…
The positive use of this energy gives great intuition, high spiritual abilities, supreme musicians and generally artists (Isidora Duncan, Salvador Dali).
Apart from those mentioned above, these celebrities also have Lilith in Pisces :Angelina Jolie, Enrique Iglesias, Osama Bin Laden, Rupert Murdock, Samantha Fox, Al Pacino, Jean Rene Lacoste, Jessie Owens, Pancho Villa, Pierre Cardin, Alfred Nobel, Albert Camus.