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Lilith in Capricorn

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“ Hot is your inclination, but your heart is filled with cold,
As a secret back door that lets the cold wind in!
Where is the lover you will love constantly?
Where is your shepherd who you would always be true to?”
“ Gilgamesh”, Sumerian-Babylonian epic

Lilith in Capricorn yearns for the absolute! Here she brings two serious ambitions: toward material weath or realization of spiritual peace through the search for truth in the fact that the Universe knows no good or evil, but instead reflects in everything the divine principle and only by knowing the laws of the Universe we will be capable to get closer to the Deity.

In that sense it is difficult for a person to achieve both of these ambitions at the same time. With some the conversion comes later, while with others it never happens because of their stubborn attitude and the need to have every situation under their strict control.

Because of their inborn rigidity they may miss many situations in life. It is very hard for them to accept life for what it is but instead strive to shape it according to them, which gives them a false sensation of having absolute power, which privilege puts them above others. Sometimes to the point that they consider their own life worthier than the lives of other people, themselves as superior beings, and in that sense it may happen that they cross some boundaries whether in their behaviour or in the job they do.

When their desires and hopes do not come true, their bitterness and acid can be so great that the person will fall ill on a psychological level. It is hard for them to accept depressive periods, when nothing is going on, when every action is blocked, every waiting is hard for them and accepting the inevitable in their private as well as professional life. They are best suited for positions that require a certain power and title, the awe of others suits them better than whether they are loved or not. Often they are professsionaly in a position to rule over others, usually through harsh, rigid methods, they do not adjust to anyone except if they see in that a possibility for achieving personal gain which is how they find a compensation for their personal frustrations that are most frequently of an emotional nature. People with Lilith in Capricorn have an extraordinary endurance and stamina when it comes to conflict, when there is something that must be seen through to the end, so many of them are found among lawyers, where they will fight to the last breath, they never give up, not even when everything seems lost. If they don’t comprehend on time that not everything is in money, in time they become greedier and prone to acquiring riches for a whim. That is why the pressures that they impose upon themselves so great, that, combined with the existing psychological insecurity they sometimes bring about nervous breakdowns, suicide attempts etc. All of this comes from losing all hope. The person in time ceases to hope for anything, ceases to have desires, dreams. This is where the ascetism comes from.

However, ocassional isolation, withdrawal can here be constructive in the sense of fortifying the spirit, training patience and will, but many experience them as their opposite: as a stroke of unlucky destiny, a forced state of arrest and blockade, from which they try to free themselves. What they should learn is how to achieve their ideals in acceptable ways. This position gives great chess players, mathematicians, economists. In the spiritual sense it is excellent for all the techniques that put the mind and body in balance and all of that through excercises of self control…yoga, aikido, tai chi, pilgrimages (Paolo Koelio).

From the spiritual side, Lilith in Capricorn is the mistress of the Mystical, all ancient knowledge, spiritual formulas, elixirs of youth and the secret of the alchemist’s turning lead into gold. Through patience and time, she gives these people the ability to instinctively feel when it is time to go forward and create some miracle in their life, some big step that usually basically transforms all, enhancing foremost their quality of life, but also their financial power. Only, they first must believe in miracles. And the road to there usually leads through accepting responsibility for everything. If we are talking about a person that aspires to spirituality, it is absolutely certain that he will, when the moment comes, find himself in a position to teach others and impart the wisdom that it is impossible to go through life independently without the support of pure spirit, which is for the mental the same as bones are to the body.

Women can be completely focused on motherhood and while the child is still small and under their supervision, they act as exemplary mothers, but when the children grow up and go away they experience true breakdowns. They often experience this as punishment and ingratitude, so many of them unconsiously tie their children to themselves with unbreakable bonds. This position points to the reason of the emotional unhappiness in these women is the neglected and rejected female principle. Men and women usually have thick and rich hair, and deep set eyes that seem darker than they are. Emotions are frequently blocked because of strictness in early upbringing, so women conciously or unconsiously through life seek a powerful, authoritative man and a name that will bring them fame, power, position and money (Jacqueline Onasis, Hilary Clinton, Eva Braun).

Perhaps we will find here relationships with those who are much younger or much older that the person, but sometimes there are long periods of loneliness in which it seems that sex is lacking for years and then all strength is poured into ambition and work. Into reputation. These people are very tied up by the past and usually have an undefined but emotionally strong love relationship in their youth that blocks their future.

The existence of strong and true emotions toward a woman can result in a total blockade of the libido in a man, which is why sexual desire can be absent, so sex becomes a great torture; on the other hand a woman that does not inspire him emotionally and with whom he sould never appear in public, that he doesn’t respect or love, liberates his shackled senses and gives him supreme pleasure. Sexual imagination is boundless, and the man in particular asks himself “are there any boundaries to the perversity of the human mind?”, and the more bestial the sex – the better (Charles Bukowski).

Sometimes success in the career is connected to sex, either one gets a job “overnight”, and there is also the possibility of various affairs, public scandals. In celebrities and those who aspire to fame it can be fatal and bring about death in public or a fall from grace at the pinnacle of success (John Dillinger, Al Capone, Drazen Petrovic). At first glance, this person expresses an incomprehensible bitterness toward everyone, in moments of hightened sensitivity and vulnerability, in order to hide them, it lays the guilt on anybody, not comprehending that it it he who is responsible for the problems of his own life.

Other celebrities with Lilith in Capricorn: Gavrilo Princip, George Orwell, Salman Rushdie, Eminem, Ted Turner, Stephen King, Elton John, Giorgio Armani, George Gershwin, Mel Gibson, Gwyneth Paltrow.

8 Komentar(a)

8 Komentara

  1. Tess

    December 22, 2009 at 12:51 pm

    Thank you for this amazing post 🙂

    I do have Lilith in Capricorn, and unfortunately is finding much truth in what you are writing…

    I do have a question: Lilith is at 16 degrees capricorn, while my sun is at 21 degrees capricorn. Would you consider these two conjunct? Also, how would you interpret this conjunction? It is is in the second house, sag on the cusp, cap intercepted.

    Thank you again for this instructive site 🙂

  2. Zaharastar

    March 26, 2010 at 4:59 am

    Thank you really good post and interpretation of Lilith in Capricorn. I have this placement and have experienced much of what you have said. Especially with success being connected to sex. That could explain why I am not successful but have all that it takes to be. Strange things happen to me in the work place always or money strangely is held back in strange ways. Is there anyway to break this or are we doomed in fame and money forever? Thanks again.

    • Braden

      February 8, 2014 at 2:05 pm

      You have to accept that you are in control of your own destiny. Yes miracles do happen but you must take responsibility for every aspect of your life.

  3. Heather

    September 16, 2010 at 4:30 am

    Thank you for this posting. I just recently found it and it has shed so much light for me. It’s hard to keep repeating the same patterns of behavior over and over again, esp when you know you are doing them, but can’t find the will the stop. It’s good to get a dose of reality sometimes to make things clearer. Admiting the things about yourself that aren’t positive is hard, but necessary for growth. xoxo

  4. Jazz

    February 11, 2012 at 6:23 pm

    Wow, I think I’m more on the ascetic-spiritual side… Noth node conjunct Neptune in Sag, first house. Right now Lilith is going with Jupter through Taurus ( going to be conjunct with my sun and mercury). They are at a 6th house, intercepted. Do you think is a good time to overcome my health issues or maybe Lilith will only force me to integrate my dark emotions? Thank you for your post!

  5. lillith in cap

    April 25, 2012 at 6:34 pm

    this does not ring true at all for me.

  6. Braden

    January 30, 2014 at 12:36 pm

    This is so true. It is not a curse, it is a blessing. I’ve always had a power of manipulation over people, I am a very kind spirit don’t get me wrong, but people change themselves because of me, even if I wrong. The hardest thing I’ve had to learn is to not blame others for my hardships, struggles and downfalls in life. I’m use to getting everything I want, and It has been an adjustment for me to learn responsibility.

  7. Darnlillithincap

    May 12, 2017 at 11:59 am

    I’m discovering this and I’m trying to understand why I keep a pattern of feeling stuck and powerless despite doing the work. I’m going to have to make peace with this placement but one thing strikes me / we are to take responsibility for everything that happens … okay . But we’re also to accept that that the universe is goverened by laws and seek support spiritually : which means relinquish control as well ..

    How do you accept responsibility for everything that happens and at the same time accept everything is bound by universal laws ?

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