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“Whatever may befall me some time, I will not dare to say that I have not enjoyed the joys of life!”
Goethe, “Suffers of Young Verter”
Lilith in Leo gives an unreasonlably strong ego in a person. That is why there will always be those that love her and those that hate her. With her formidable charisma, she is able to achieve unbelievable goals and is often in life governed by the principle that “the end justifies all means”. The need to enforce ones own will is very pronounced, which is why they are tactless, impatient, incapable of working in a team and of any kind of compromise. They quickly abandon an old relationship that requires adjustment and effort, consciously running away from situations in which they could be rejected or unnoticed. They are always among people, never alone, but frequently dissatissfied. However, Lilith in Leo is quite dramatic and energetic, so upon first encounter with them people feel as they are overwhelmed by a giant wave of powerful solar energy, free and magnetic. They always want “more out of life”, so they seem as they are taking and snatching from life moments in which they see themselves as the center of the world. Those are the only, true moments of happiness for them, which is why they are often found in the realms of cinema ( Robert de Niro, Brigitte Bardot, Fred Astaire, Uma Thurman), politics (Charles de Gaulle), fashion (Naomi Campbell), sports and music. They don’t see themselves as just ordinary and their greatest desire is to name one whole epoc after themselves, to leave a mark.
They dictate their own style, principles, ways, lead others that willingly and blindly follow and copy them! The best example of this is the fact that two of the greatest icons of the 20th century had Lilith in Leo – Elvis Presley and Marilyn Monroe! Sometimes (when LI is badly aspected) they see themselves as the Chosen Ones and then the personality tears, they become very dangerous to themselves as well as to others (Charles Manson, leader of the gang that was behind the big massacre in the home of Sharon Tate). Their flair for theatre is unparalelled and they would do anything to be noticed. They embody the creative life force through an inexplicable desire for presenting themselves, participating in all public performances where they can find themselves before other people’s eyes. Then they radiate, dominate and let their Lilith do as she pleases. Like hypnotised, they follow the rythm that leads them to different behaviours, often very eccentric (Jim Morrison, who quickly realised the magnitude and power of his charisma used to sing with his back to the audience, the scandalous NBA player, Denis Rodmann). They can mesmerize others in a heartbeat! They are fabulous storytellers, artists and the world forgives their many lies, since they lie professionally, combining it with elegance and mystery.
Most often the tragic end of a love affair leads them to get better acquainted with their hidden demon and angel. If the gates of life open for them and lead them to the glittering stages, catwalks, lights, they will stay there till the end. They also go through all kinds of thorns and thickets, because in what they love the most, in that which is the object of their greatest obssession and desire lies the secret of evil, most often in the guise of alcohol, drugs, promiscuity (Mick Jagger – “…hot stuff, can’t get enough…”), as well as secret and public enemies, which is why they become the victims of their own fame ( Zoran Djindjic, Arkan, John Kennedy, Princess Diana).
In sex the woman will seek a man that will serve her and fullfill her even smallest desires, who will definitely adore her. It happens that their partner shatters their ego with his strictness and authority, but he liberates their libido, tying them tragically to him. If the great love misses them, they turn to vices or false emotional security through motherhood, and when children grow up and leave, they come back to the problem of love because these women are capable of falling in love at 80 just like girls of 14 because of their emotional immaturity. That is why they get complicated pathological relationships, slaps in public, scandalous relationships, brutal scenes – always before an audience, and while others are still in shock, they behave as nothing had happened.
Men with this position often find themselves in positions of authority. That gives them a furious sexuality, vain, especially in their middle age. Men and women are very energetic and desirable, of a lively sexuality, so they remain sexually active their entire life, and sex is their main elixir of youth (Marquis de Sade, Hugh Heffner – owner and founder of “Playboy” who, at age 77 continues to live with over thirty girls).
Because of their passion for posing, they dress provocatively, undress publicly, have sex in public places, take nude photos etc. They love rituals and they are able to make an event even of the most ordinary, mundane things! Apart from that, their fearlessness and courage in satisfying their spirit can lead them to practice spiritism, to envoke dangerous and demonic forces for which they are convinced can do them no harm, that death does not want them and that they are in fact indestructable! As they represent a neverending and inexhaustable channel through which the truth in the form of cosmic, creative but also destructive energy (as the divine and demonic) is conducted and seeks its manifestation, during the course of their life they will at least once find themselves in a situation to abuse it for achieving even more fame and power! They will ruthlessly impose on others their own ideas, they will consider their experiences as the only valid ones, and although they are exceptional leaders they are not good teachers. They despise the weak and the average, and are incredibly drawn to the strong and powerful. They can never liberate themselves in a true sense of their powerful ego!
Also with Lilith in Leo: Agatha Christie, Pablo Picasso, Myles Davies, Herbert von Karajan, Ian Flemming (creator of the indestructable agent “007”), Ernest Hemingway, Nelson Rockfeller, Julio Iglesias, Boy George, Nelson Piquet, Roberto Beninni.
I know I’m special, I have always known since I was an itty bitty kid. I’ve always wanted to be noticed in the public and I have always been good at drawing attention towards myself. No one I’ve known has the energy and flair that I do so I know this is accurate.
Now I know why I keep abondon old friends and why I hate working in teams/groups,I despise that’s all soo true!
Now I know why ppl keep saying that I should be an actor.
I have noticed that ppl do what I want,I just look into their eyes and say what they have to do,the next day,they come to me and ask “How did you made me to do that?” are you “The Devil” or something…?
Yeah,that’s true also,that I like being in the spotlight.
That’s all true! Thank you for this fabulous article.
NB:I loveee the picture,you have great talent! ^^
Your experience speaks to me! You’re not alone, Joel.
Darkside forever,thanx for this article!
ouch..I was trying to find out what my lilith in leo was and your blog is lighting fires under me. Great read.
O yeahhh! Hardcore!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ty for the message! Good job.Awesome,this blog makes all clear now.Darker flair!
Awesome job Sanja! You’r awesome!
Thanks for that.Explains a lot of my behaviour through the years which I hadnt realised the cause of.
I don’t think this is me at all. I detest being in the spotlight and I don’t think I’m all that special. I definitely don’t think that “the end justifies all means”.
The only part that I can relate to is that I’m very stubborn and that I run away from relationships when it gets tough since I have really low self esteem and I’m really afraid of rejection.
I also don’t agree with this interpretation of Lilith in Leo; it seems too biased and negative. That being said, I’m definitely stubborn, too.
hahaha … this explains a lot … but I’m not really trying to be under the spotlight, I mean really, really
The object of my greatest obsession really is what people may call, “evil”. Although I don’t accept evil to be real, I am fixated by the public concepts swirling around evil things and tend to live on the edge of the abyss. All the while I suffer the double life (Gemini Sun)of being the unmerciful leader (Mars in Taurus + Lilith in Leo) and obedient one who bides his time in terms with my master plan.
Uma Thurman was like a thousand times drop dead gorgeous when she was still younger.,*~
..and her best Lilith in Leo character was definitely Mia Wallace 🙂
i seen Uma personally and she is quite a tall lady,.-;`
Kill Bill is the best known work of Uma Thurman, i really like this tall girl.~,
i love tall women like Uma Thurman, they really kick ass“*-
i am a die hard fan of Kill Bill and at the same time a die hard fan of Uma Thurman too~.~
Lilith in Leo reprimes Leo’s vitality and agression and sublimes it into forms of self expression like art, or/ and science. Also is an ihibator for sexuality, people who have True Lilith in Leo feel like frigid and impotent because their agressivity and libido is verry reprimed, also as i said, the vitality is colapsed. The beautifull part of this aspect is that one feels the urge to create children of the mind. From childhood one feels like in- need to create, so he will start making oneself an occupation/ hobby replacing the sleeping houers with creation houers, verry talented these people, verry intelligent, the best out of Leo’s nature, cause actually Lilith’s effect in Leo is good, she takes the things keept inside and release them out of agressivity’s cage that is the animalic nature of the Leo, wild, undeveloped, but Lilith brings to light that refined and genial shine inside.
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ahahahahaha. i agree. especially with „No one I’ve known has the energy and flair that I do so I know this is accurate.“
that’s what i also say about myself 😉
How do you know so much about the Lilith, Leo aspect? Especially using the sleeping hours for creative expression? Such actions do take a toll, no?
this all seems strangely familiar… gawddamn secret enemies… fuck 'em… and stooopid ego destroying boys… pathological relationships… hiding in motherhood… I feel so… so… NEKKID… but I don't mind 😉 (Muah-ha-ha) The Spirits speak directly with me so I'll be fine.
ps: I know that Death wants me (8th house sun/nep.sat.ura. retro 4th house) um and my name is Oya… so… Death certainly wants me, as his wife, so I study 99 ways to miss Death, or to have Death miss me, someone once asked me "Do you have a death wish?" I said "Yes, I wish that Death miss me every time" And I've made it to 24, alright, lol (riddles).
Accurate!
I am sooo on to you Sir Kash Ryan. This stuff is creepy. lmao
accurate!
Oh this is why I do wild things sometimes! This is the culprit! Lol.
Having Sun in Virgo is totally opposite of this so it shocks people hardcore.
My Mean Node is in Leo, I feel very little influence about Lilth in Leo, but we can not underestimate the influence in our life. Brilliance and shining for me is important, but no so much as other values in life.
Oh my god.
I have Scorpio in Mars, Venus in Aquarius and Lilith in Leo.
I feel like I’m living the life of Sabina from the book by Anais Nin; A Spy in the House of Love.
I haven’t created a career because of my adventures. But I love performing and the arts.
And being in the spotlight, yes.
The good thing is that my patners don’t get bored with me, sexually I mean, even in long relationships. But I haven’t met anyone who I really liked. I get easily bored and I have problems with my ego. Either people don’t like me or they admire me. I have tried to soften the edges a little bit, but I feel I need an outlet for these energies in me, and yes, an audience.
The text was totally accurate. Now I just have to start a career, because my envy is killing me. I’m 25 and yes, death wants me. I’m suprised it hasn’t gotten me yet. Hahah!
Lilith unaspected in Leo, the only unaspected thing I’ve got amongst all the planets and astroids etc. Very ambitious and yes I wouldn’t mind an epoc named after me, only seems fair 😉 I relate to a lot of the above but the power of this placement is not properly explained anywhere. It is the power to dominate through the dark chaotic energy of the Universe, it’s a part of our wild power, forever untamed. You can only ride this energy through becoming one with it, any fear and it will consume you instead. If you have fear in your heart then best never meet this aspect and live somewhere safe in a medow of pleasant dreams…
combined with a grand fire trine?
Also wand of power – sun opp lilith?